Getting Older Sucks
Some say age is just a number.... Yeah right! When you reach a certain age it means everything! 
I recently discovered that all the thousands of dollars I have spent since the young age of 13 to keep my skin soft meant nothing, or maybe my old body can't take the cold New York weather anymore?
I think a big part of me checking myself out more lately then normal is that I am going to Florida for 9 days. Not to mention my 39 Birthday is in a couple of days. I have to admit that for having two kids and almost 40 I look pretty damm good, but the flaws I had when I was 15 are there still and a lot more noticible at this age! Like my small breasts. They actually went from a C to an A? Why me? I think I am the only one that after each child my girls got smaller! lol I have always just ignored them, but in the last month I have been very upset with these little girls. They are not as perky anymore and just hang there, they really need some TLC. I think I have made up my mind about surgery, I no longer just want them, but need them! Most of my Girlfriends have large breasts, BUT ME, and two of my best girls! Three of them have had surgery, two are naturally big, one got very big after her kids. I wish us 3 could get a deal and go together!
Then the wrinkles, what is up with that? Not many, but they are still there! I am still in my thirties! Thank God I have a great personality and heart or I might as well pack it up and call it a day! How the hell am I going to look in a bathing suit this year? YUK! I even lost what bootie I had, this is aweful! I wish there was a way that you could choose where you want to loose weight. No such luck! I lost weight and with it went my best assets, life is so not fair! Now I want to gain weight to get back my getto bootie, thats what my daughter called it when it was there...lmao
I guess you can't have it all. I always wonder if men go through what us women have to go through with getting older? I am really not liking this at all! I feel like at any minute I am going to fall apart physically. Next year is going to be hell for me the big 40....I can't think about it really! The one thing I am loking forward to is going out dancing with my girl Jessie and Rosie Sat night, they are taking me out for my birthday and I plan on getting wasted. I know that sounds childish, but it has been a long time coming. I need to go make my little family dinner, now thats a lie because I made beef stew yesterday, but need to warm it up now and set the table. If anyone likes Beef stew let me know I make the best!
Peace and Love, Daisy