| Good Morning. I made it through the night, my head hurts from thinking too much and crying; but those things will go away. I have major decisions to make, and I need to make them on my own; ok being a little emotional I may need a little help from my friends :O) With everything that was happening last night I forgot to check my mail account, so late last night I go online and the weirdest thing happens to me, my beautiful friend maddie sent me an e-mail in the subject field ws "just playing around" I opened it and she said if you like this I will apply it to your blog, and at that moment I had chills run up my spine, you see the whole time I was away this weekend I knew without maddie and I speaking that she was going to design my blog site for me. Maddie has this very creative mind and so much work coming her way, she is one of the best mommy's I know and is in love with her children just as much as I am; I can't even begin to tell you how very much we are alike, it would take me forever! But what I am getting at is I knew and the only way I can explain it is when I am hurting I truly feel that maddie can feel my pain as I can hers, she knew in her heart that I needed something wheather she knew it or not and decided at that time to make me the most beautiful blog site I ever saw, it is so me, simple. When I clicked on the link and saw what she did, knowing that she took the time away from her family and work for me I was touched to the point that I cried. I have called maddie my kindred spirt, but she is much more then that she is my best friend, are souls connect on so many levels and there is nothing I wouldn't do for her and her awesome family. She some how knew at that moment what I needed and gave it to me, a smile, simplicity, love, a thought, and last but not least she confirmed to me what I really felt all night that I wasn't alone with my children in this cruel world! You just might get your wish my maddie, you may have me closier then you think someday soon. Everything happens for a reason..... I love you and thank you for the gift, it is and always will be special to me. Forever, Daisy |