Good Morning. Last night I went to get on the site, but it was down. My entry of the beginning of my life was bothering me and I wanted to change it if I could. When I started this blog it was for one reason, to maybe touch someone out there that may have had a life simular to mine, or seen them selves heading down the same road. If I could help just one person change their path or help them through a tough time, because believe me I have had many, it would serve my purpose and help me in the process. The last thing I wrote was about Tracy, the girl who hurt my brother and I deeply; and when I got thinking about what I wrote I felt bad. No one is perfect and she was young at the time too, let's face it kids can be cruel, I don't know what her life was like; only my own at the time. I totally skipped ahead of my story I wanted to tell, going from a 6 year old to 26. She made mistakes like the rest of us, and who knows she may to this day regret it, like I regret alot of things. I also want to add that it was her that ended her marriage to Jimmy, he was deeply hurt and didn't want to be there around her because of the pain of the divorce; and I can admit now that I was selfish to ask him to stay. Yes, we had a great time; but there were so many other places we could have gone at the time. I am not one to hurt anyone. And if I could take what she felt at the time back, I would in a heart beat. I will now go on with my story and try not to get off the path and journey of why I felt the need to let everything out and hopfully let it all go. I can not let the pass continue to effect the women I am today. Thank you for listening. Keep the faith!
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